What I want is, I need You.

The third days
I'm still fall in sickness
Is really suffering for me

What was happened on me is really shocked me
I were so terrified
I can't imagine it is so serious happened on me
I can't even handle it myself

I tried to tell you what was really happen on me
but you...
I told you, and you knew that I had been in this way before,
just not serious as that had happened and I myself can't imagine that

How could I wish the first who appear in front of me is you, did you knew that?
I knew it was impossible, because what you think might is what happened on me is just was a small matter?
If is her, you would already be there isn't?

Why can't just you give a little concern on me?
A little is enough and its satisfied me, you know that?
Seriously ,
just a little, please?
is it that hard?

Why wouldn't you be there when I need you so badly?
Why you did came for me at last?
Do you realize that makes me need you more and more?

The Second night,
fever gone
and yet not feeling well, why?

Wondering....????
hmm..

Middle of the night..
Can I sleep, please??!
I couldn't
It was so uncomfortable
Can't really describe the feeling

Suddenly,
went to toilet feel like vomit
and it cames out all the dirty stuff
yuucks..,
vomit like hell. SIgh*

Makes me figure a lot in the silent night
I'd miss you,
how was you doing?
are you in home safely?
and a lot more

Three days..
yet didn't get any text from you,
call?, it wouldn't happen!
and I'm still so silly waiting for that
You will always know I'm waiting!

Is that so hard to have a little concern from you?
Why did you tear apart of me?
I've tried to give my best to you
I deserve the things you do?
Everything has gone to memories..

Do Take Good Care.