The First Off-day.

Woke in the early morning,
sent you to work..
in the journey you fall asleep in the car,
you're tired and sleepy.

Left you to work and I drove home alone.
I was in a sleepy mode,
driving all the way home is tiring.
Missed my bed soooo much. ):

Finally I'm in home,
finish changed up
and I continue with my bed.
here I go .. ZzzzZZzZZ..

I'm awake in the afternoon,
called you once I'm awake,
asked for lunch..
and then went out for lunch with you.

It was a without phone day of me,
can't call, can't text, can't contact..
waited you few minutes and there you here,
I'm glad.

Lunch end and you continue with your job, I went home.

The weather of the day is a Sunny day.

Suddenly a flash in my mind,
I wanted to car wash your car ==
drove it inside my house and I started it,
It's really hot but yet I continued.

A moment ago,
Kenneth's is home.. xD my bro LOLs
said, why car wash? why didn't you car wash my car?
I was just stunned, what should I answer him? I smiled to him. (:
Sounds jealous laaa him. OMG!
HE is cute.

I enjoyed the car wash
for few hours ==
I'm wondering why there is water dropping up from the skies,
and I realize that is was started to rain..

Oops !

the car wash is still on going
in the rain..
I'm a little wet. iish!
It rains for few minutes and the weather started to changed to cloudy and continued back to sunny.

Thanks God!
rain stopped,
car wash can be continue,
although if is rain, I'll be continue wash it.

Finally is done!!!
but a little sad case,
I'd did hurt my thumbs and hand while washing, and it is painful ):
but feels worth bout it.

after all end,
It's clean and I go for a toilet wash and clean up my room.
After a shower, it time to go out for badminton.
missed it alot..

two hours for badminton.
and finally, I'm in home after a shower and I can go for bed.
before bed I cooked tomyam for you cause I knew you are starving.
hahahahaha.

You'd fall asleep when watch the horror movie,
I pause it and screen lock the Ipad,
covered up blanket on you tightly and now I'm going for bed.
I felt comfortable and safe when you're besides me.

It is really a tiring days,
Spent my first off day for washing this and that,
It's meant alot to me.
Is a nice and worthy day.

Good Nights to You
Covered up tighly.

What I want is, I need You.

The third days
I'm still fall in sickness
Is really suffering for me

What was happened on me is really shocked me
I were so terrified
I can't imagine it is so serious happened on me
I can't even handle it myself

I tried to tell you what was really happen on me
but you...
I told you, and you knew that I had been in this way before,
just not serious as that had happened and I myself can't imagine that

How could I wish the first who appear in front of me is you, did you knew that?
I knew it was impossible, because what you think might is what happened on me is just was a small matter?
If is her, you would already be there isn't?

Why can't just you give a little concern on me?
A little is enough and its satisfied me, you know that?
Seriously ,
just a little, please?
is it that hard?

Why wouldn't you be there when I need you so badly?
Why you did came for me at last?
Do you realize that makes me need you more and more?

The Second night,
fever gone
and yet not feeling well, why?

Wondering....????
hmm..

Middle of the night..
Can I sleep, please??!
I couldn't
It was so uncomfortable
Can't really describe the feeling

Suddenly,
went to toilet feel like vomit
and it cames out all the dirty stuff
yuucks..,
vomit like hell. SIgh*

Makes me figure a lot in the silent night
I'd miss you,
how was you doing?
are you in home safely?
and a lot more

Three days..
yet didn't get any text from you,
call?, it wouldn't happen!
and I'm still so silly waiting for that
You will always know I'm waiting!

Is that so hard to have a little concern from you?
Why did you tear apart of me?
I've tried to give my best to you
I deserve the things you do?
Everything has gone to memories..

Do Take Good Care.

One more day?

I just want one more day with you

I’m so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can’t fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn’t have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.