Late Night.....

Day after day Time pass away And I just can't get you out my mind Nobody knows I hide it inside I keep on searching But I can't find The courage to show To letting you know I never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What's my life would be Holding you close to me Will I ever see You smiling back at me How will I know If I let you go Night after night I hear myself say What can't this feeling just fade away There's no one like you Can speak to my heart It's just a shame we worlds apart I'm too shy to ask I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I've got to choose And once again I'm thinking about taking the easy way out

Here I Am Writing ...

It's almost about a year never been here.. What's going on in these past year? Happiness? Sadness? .... In reality, pass is the passed Isn't in currently is the most important? What do you think? Every human being have their own way to live in this life, So what is your way? In my way, just simple. Honesty, Faithful, Sincerity, Caring, Love,? haha everyone need it == Isn't that hard to get above of it from the person you cares? love? or even friendship? "Always be honest and faithful to the one who cares about you the most" Agree? Or somehow each human being have their own personality? Do they feel happy when they betray the one who cares them the most? It is a really complicated question. Like what I said human being are always unpredictable. In these moment they say YES the next moment they might say NO. Any solution for this question? Feel so lost in these past few days.? Can't figure out what is actually going on, The fact it is the truth? Or the lies are the truth? Or maybe can be describe by.. "Don't judge a person by the clothes he or she wear" Then how could we know the truth behind of it? You don't know? I don't know? Who's know?

The First Off-day.

Woke in the early morning,
sent you to work..
in the journey you fall asleep in the car,
you're tired and sleepy.

Left you to work and I drove home alone.
I was in a sleepy mode,
driving all the way home is tiring.
Missed my bed soooo much. ):

Finally I'm in home,
finish changed up
and I continue with my bed.
here I go .. ZzzzZZzZZ..

I'm awake in the afternoon,
called you once I'm awake,
asked for lunch..
and then went out for lunch with you.

It was a without phone day of me,
can't call, can't text, can't contact..
waited you few minutes and there you here,
I'm glad.

Lunch end and you continue with your job, I went home.

The weather of the day is a Sunny day.

Suddenly a flash in my mind,
I wanted to car wash your car ==
drove it inside my house and I started it,
It's really hot but yet I continued.

A moment ago,
Kenneth's is home.. xD my bro LOLs
said, why car wash? why didn't you car wash my car?
I was just stunned, what should I answer him? I smiled to him. (:
Sounds jealous laaa him. OMG!
HE is cute.

I enjoyed the car wash
for few hours ==
I'm wondering why there is water dropping up from the skies,
and I realize that is was started to rain..

Oops !

the car wash is still on going
in the rain..
I'm a little wet. iish!
It rains for few minutes and the weather started to changed to cloudy and continued back to sunny.

Thanks God!
rain stopped,
car wash can be continue,
although if is rain, I'll be continue wash it.

Finally is done!!!
but a little sad case,
I'd did hurt my thumbs and hand while washing, and it is painful ):
but feels worth bout it.

after all end,
It's clean and I go for a toilet wash and clean up my room.
After a shower, it time to go out for badminton.
missed it alot..

two hours for badminton.
and finally, I'm in home after a shower and I can go for bed.
before bed I cooked tomyam for you cause I knew you are starving.
hahahahaha.

You'd fall asleep when watch the horror movie,
I pause it and screen lock the Ipad,
covered up blanket on you tightly and now I'm going for bed.
I felt comfortable and safe when you're besides me.

It is really a tiring days,
Spent my first off day for washing this and that,
It's meant alot to me.
Is a nice and worthy day.

Good Nights to You
Covered up tighly.

What I want is, I need You.

The third days
I'm still fall in sickness
Is really suffering for me

What was happened on me is really shocked me
I were so terrified
I can't imagine it is so serious happened on me
I can't even handle it myself

I tried to tell you what was really happen on me
but you...
I told you, and you knew that I had been in this way before,
just not serious as that had happened and I myself can't imagine that

How could I wish the first who appear in front of me is you, did you knew that?
I knew it was impossible, because what you think might is what happened on me is just was a small matter?
If is her, you would already be there isn't?

Why can't just you give a little concern on me?
A little is enough and its satisfied me, you know that?
Seriously ,
just a little, please?
is it that hard?

Why wouldn't you be there when I need you so badly?
Why you did came for me at last?
Do you realize that makes me need you more and more?

The Second night,
fever gone
and yet not feeling well, why?

Wondering....????
hmm..

Middle of the night..
Can I sleep, please??!
I couldn't
It was so uncomfortable
Can't really describe the feeling

Suddenly,
went to toilet feel like vomit
and it cames out all the dirty stuff
yuucks..,
vomit like hell. SIgh*

Makes me figure a lot in the silent night
I'd miss you,
how was you doing?
are you in home safely?
and a lot more

Three days..
yet didn't get any text from you,
call?, it wouldn't happen!
and I'm still so silly waiting for that
You will always know I'm waiting!

Is that so hard to have a little concern from you?
Why did you tear apart of me?
I've tried to give my best to you
I deserve the things you do?
Everything has gone to memories..

Do Take Good Care.

One more day?

I just want one more day with you

I’m so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can’t fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn’t have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

D R E A M S .

I was thinking of us last night
And the times we shared
How good we were
But now we are apart
Yet we still have our
Dreams
For in our Dreams we are together
Hang out happily
Talking all night under the silver moon
Holding each other tight
Dreams
For no matter the distance
Or the obstacle I will always belong to you
For we are meant for each other
not only in reality, but also in our
Dreams.

Once I'm awake realize that is just a dream
The day we been through
I'd felt comfortable and warm
I A P P R E C I A T E D Y O U M U C H

G9s

Moment in Time

We talked,
We walked,
for a Moment in Time.

You passed through my life that day and left your mark.
You may never pass my way again,
Or you may stay for a lifetime.

No matter what,
I want to say thank you for the impression you made
that will stay with me for eternity.

I enjoyed the walk,
I enjoyed the talk.
I am blessed for that moment in time.

The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life,
though your role I did not know.
I asked myself, “Why is he alone?
Why does he sit so quiet, all alone?
Is he sad?
Is he glad to be alone?
Is he alone?
Is he lonely? “
There is so much I want to know.

I asked myself, “Why him?
When so many people pass through my life each day,
why him? “

What attracts me to you?
What makes me want to know more?
I want to know.

Even if my questions are never answered,
There is one thing I want you to know.
I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that
Moment in Time.