The First Off-day.

Woke in the early morning,
sent you to work..
in the journey you fall asleep in the car,
you're tired and sleepy.

Left you to work and I drove home alone.
I was in a sleepy mode,
driving all the way home is tiring.
Missed my bed soooo much. ):

Finally I'm in home,
finish changed up
and I continue with my bed.
here I go .. ZzzzZZzZZ..

I'm awake in the afternoon,
called you once I'm awake,
asked for lunch..
and then went out for lunch with you.

It was a without phone day of me,
can't call, can't text, can't contact..
waited you few minutes and there you here,
I'm glad.

Lunch end and you continue with your job, I went home.

The weather of the day is a Sunny day.

Suddenly a flash in my mind,
I wanted to car wash your car ==
drove it inside my house and I started it,
It's really hot but yet I continued.

A moment ago,
Kenneth's is home.. xD my bro LOLs
said, why car wash? why didn't you car wash my car?
I was just stunned, what should I answer him? I smiled to him. (:
Sounds jealous laaa him. OMG!
HE is cute.

I enjoyed the car wash
for few hours ==
I'm wondering why there is water dropping up from the skies,
and I realize that is was started to rain..

Oops !

the car wash is still on going
in the rain..
I'm a little wet. iish!
It rains for few minutes and the weather started to changed to cloudy and continued back to sunny.

Thanks God!
rain stopped,
car wash can be continue,
although if is rain, I'll be continue wash it.

Finally is done!!!
but a little sad case,
I'd did hurt my thumbs and hand while washing, and it is painful ):
but feels worth bout it.

after all end,
It's clean and I go for a toilet wash and clean up my room.
After a shower, it time to go out for badminton.
missed it alot..

two hours for badminton.
and finally, I'm in home after a shower and I can go for bed.
before bed I cooked tomyam for you cause I knew you are starving.
hahahahaha.

You'd fall asleep when watch the horror movie,
I pause it and screen lock the Ipad,
covered up blanket on you tightly and now I'm going for bed.
I felt comfortable and safe when you're besides me.

It is really a tiring days,
Spent my first off day for washing this and that,
It's meant alot to me.
Is a nice and worthy day.

Good Nights to You
Covered up tighly.

What I want is, I need You.

The third days
I'm still fall in sickness
Is really suffering for me

What was happened on me is really shocked me
I were so terrified
I can't imagine it is so serious happened on me
I can't even handle it myself

I tried to tell you what was really happen on me
but you...
I told you, and you knew that I had been in this way before,
just not serious as that had happened and I myself can't imagine that

How could I wish the first who appear in front of me is you, did you knew that?
I knew it was impossible, because what you think might is what happened on me is just was a small matter?
If is her, you would already be there isn't?

Why can't just you give a little concern on me?
A little is enough and its satisfied me, you know that?
Seriously ,
just a little, please?
is it that hard?

Why wouldn't you be there when I need you so badly?
Why you did came for me at last?
Do you realize that makes me need you more and more?

The Second night,
fever gone
and yet not feeling well, why?

Wondering....????
hmm..

Middle of the night..
Can I sleep, please??!
I couldn't
It was so uncomfortable
Can't really describe the feeling

Suddenly,
went to toilet feel like vomit
and it cames out all the dirty stuff
yuucks..,
vomit like hell. SIgh*

Makes me figure a lot in the silent night
I'd miss you,
how was you doing?
are you in home safely?
and a lot more

Three days..
yet didn't get any text from you,
call?, it wouldn't happen!
and I'm still so silly waiting for that
You will always know I'm waiting!

Is that so hard to have a little concern from you?
Why did you tear apart of me?
I've tried to give my best to you
I deserve the things you do?
Everything has gone to memories..

Do Take Good Care.

One more day?

I just want one more day with you

I’m so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can’t fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn’t have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.

D R E A M S .

I was thinking of us last night
And the times we shared
How good we were
But now we are apart
Yet we still have our
Dreams
For in our Dreams we are together
Hang out happily
Talking all night under the silver moon
Holding each other tight
Dreams
For no matter the distance
Or the obstacle I will always belong to you
For we are meant for each other
not only in reality, but also in our
Dreams.

Once I'm awake realize that is just a dream
The day we been through
I'd felt comfortable and warm
I A P P R E C I A T E D Y O U M U C H

G9s

Moment in Time

We talked,
We walked,
for a Moment in Time.

You passed through my life that day and left your mark.
You may never pass my way again,
Or you may stay for a lifetime.

No matter what,
I want to say thank you for the impression you made
that will stay with me for eternity.

I enjoyed the walk,
I enjoyed the talk.
I am blessed for that moment in time.

The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life,
though your role I did not know.
I asked myself, “Why is he alone?
Why does he sit so quiet, all alone?
Is he sad?
Is he glad to be alone?
Is he alone?
Is he lonely? “
There is so much I want to know.

I asked myself, “Why him?
When so many people pass through my life each day,
why him? “

What attracts me to you?
What makes me want to know more?
I want to know.

Even if my questions are never answered,
There is one thing I want you to know.
I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that
Moment in Time.

I Will Be Here

Whenever you’re sad,
or feeling blue,
Just call on me.
I’ll be here for you.

Whenever you’re happy,
or feeling sad,
Just call on me.
You are going to be glad that you had.

‘Cause I’m gonna be there
with open arms.
I’m going to be there
to bear your arms.

I may be young,
or tiny like a bug,
but when you’re sad
I swear to God,
I give the biggest hugs.

So when you’re lonely
or just plain blue,
Just think of me,
or this poem,
And I’ll come to you.

~ Nicole George

水瓶座

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。

那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。

一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。

没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的​理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。

水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重​的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无​法转移。

用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。

但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个​人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。

更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟​钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得​迷惘。

在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。

显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因​为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶​座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直​到产生幻觉。

这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智​，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。

水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事​，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安​全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。

算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分​手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。

但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵​进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半​个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。

这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈​敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主​动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，​也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安​静了。

这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷​勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面​子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。

天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变​得虚无。

自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。

感情投入的越多越是伤的重。

最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力​，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何​表现出来。

爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物​，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。

所以，不轻易说。

只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀​着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边​渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。

只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕​熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因​为无法承受寂寞。

人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在​滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”

有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能​有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。

因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇​气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。

当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵​着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时​，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。

只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如​此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩​饰的脆弱。

星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水​瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

SECRET.

You're my secret

Hide you tightly deep in heart

Will always in my heart

This is the only way I can do for you

藏好。

今晚..

月亮

好圆好圆

好亮好亮

好美好美


可是，

你怎么不在身旁？

我..念妳了。


不懂什么时候开始，

总觉得好无奈，安静，不乐

是因为妳不在身旁吗？


知道妳发生了许多不乐的事情

可惜我什么也做不了

会因为妳难过而难过

只能，

希望当你需要时能陪陪妳`

也很努力的想逗妳笑`

妳老是一张酷酷的眼神`


我可以 没关系

可以 仍笑说 不介意

可是妳懂吗

我....


好了，不多说

一切都尊重妳的决定或想法

也许，

这是我唯一能为妳做的

就只好默默地呆在后面为妳守候

把妳从新藏进心理

这次我一定会把妳藏的比从前更好。

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水瓶故事

这样的水瓶、那样的水瓶、始终还是爱逞强的

水瓶很矛盾、他渴望被关心着、可是一次又一次被自己打断了

水瓶很坚强、他失落无助时、他没哭、他绽放自己美丽的微笑

面对大家、面对观众、面对关心他的人、面对爱他的人

水瓶很快乐、悲伤却不会就这么轻易放过他、他还是要霸占着一丝忧伤

他悲伤时总爱和大家说;我没事！我很好！放心你朋友我可是很坚强的呢！

水瓶总爱说些让人放心的话、然而却是对自己残忍的话

水瓶会拚了命的搞笑、他不为了什么、他只希望得到你的笑容、笑得比谁都灿烂

因为得到了你们的快乐、水瓶才会觉得他存在过、世界还有希朢

其实水瓶不是你们想的那么冷血、冷漠

冷血的背后隐藏着多少不为人知的伤害、

水瓶只是不懂的表达、才会变的冷漠

瓶子不喜欢被看穿的感觉、所以总是神秘得让人抓摸不定

他可以在你们安静的时后突然来个大笑、就为了你们的沉思

瓶子天生就与众不同、

他就爱不闻不问、他就爱出乎你们意料、他就爱违规你们给他的规矩

瓶子可以躺在床上不睡觉、只为达到他要得感觉

假如水瓶累了哭了、始终没有人知道

就算他有多难受、多么失落、多么的无助

他还是选择了向自己诉苦、告诉自己他有多软弱、他觉得只有自己最了解自己、

瓶子宁愿和自己诉苦、也不愿让身边的人知道他有多软弱

你们可否知道、瓶子笑着和你说；喜欢他就去向她告白吧，我支持你

瓶子独自哭了、他为什么会双手把自己爱的人让给别人

瓶子不容易谈爱、所以很多瓶子都是单身的代言人

瓶子的观擦力很敏锐、甚至是细腻

瓶子很轻易就看穿一个人、想法、甚至是行为

他可以很理智的分辨出那个对他好、那个在利用着他

天生就很冷静的瓶子会保持冷静的心态去思考全面

然后会表现出最完美的自己去对付那些会对自己不利的人

其实瓶子是个哭包、是个涙线发达的小孩

可是却被这么多的东西包围着、瓶子无法那么坦然的面对大家哭

瓶子自以为很坚强、自己的朋友们受不起伤害

于是收起了自己的软弱拚了命的保护他的朋友们

其实瓶子错了、瓶子是个很弱小的小孩、

他只是把自己看得太重要、忍住眼涙、于是忘记怎么流涙

瓶子在晚上时、寂寞时无人时 才把自己的面具卸下

面对自己的悲伤、独自哭泣、对自己放纵

瓶子的眼涙很珍贵、很少人不会那么容易的就能看见瓶子的涙

万一瓶子在你面前流涙了、请记着、瓶子真的把你当知己/最爱的人了

瓶子很多时后是想得到你们的关心、可是很多时后你们却认为瓶子很坚强

瓶子很希朢你们安慰他、其实瓶子并不是你们想象的那样

其实瓶子很简单、可是却被很多层神秘感包围着

瓶子就犹如一个迷宫、如果真的想要了解、请用心对待他

我也是水瓶、我明白=）

我把水瓶的故事写了出来、并不是每一个水瓶都一样

但水瓶就是这样、你们了解吗 ?

终于忍不住。

某日~
一大清早就起来了
猜猜起来干吗？xD
去跑步啦当然
多么的健康耶
就因为答应和阿moo先生去跑步
到了目的地，
既然抛下他 自己一个的去跑 =='
多么的衰咧我 哈哈
我和你，
静静的看龟龟仔
静静的喂龟龟仔吃面包
看见你那个不舒服的样子，你看见龟龟既然笑了
水里 有好多好多的龟龟
水里 也有许多的大鱼
大鱼都在和龟龟争吃耶
点忍哦？@@
龟龟好可爱的被大鱼撞了然后转了好几圈
哈哈哈哈哈哈
真的是可爱死了
你的笑容也如此的灿烂 (:
阿moo先生跑了两个圈圈回来后
突然下起雨了，
我们就去吃早餐
吃的好饱咯
后来 我们去了大羽球
真的好健康 哈哈
打得好累好累
虽然 有些不愉快的事发生在你身上
我的心情就随着你的不愉快沉默了
不喜欢看见你不乐的样子
虽然满累累的一天 但有你都是愉快的。
傍晚时，去了唱k
突然心情如此的底吖
不懂怎么心情随着歌词而去
眼泪忍不住的落下
不想把怎么丑的样子被你看见
我跑去了toilet 把自己丑的样子delete掉
对这镜子告诉自己要笑 (:
我笑起来了 哈哈

这次，
不知为何
我真的忍不住了
为你掉的第一次泪。

14 minutes ♥

I'm really tired on today.
What a tiring day for me. ):
Today BB roadshow was crowded.
Everyone were busying,
Although I'm the busy one too but yet why I still feel bored? hmm..
WHY arh?
Freaking bored to the MAX!
Do you know what i did?
I talk to myself
I smile to myself
I sing to myself
OMG!
What happen to me?
Get crazy of boredom?
I tried to not do those silly stuff but yet I continued.
Why do I did that?
Get crazy soon! HAHAHA !!
Bored till mood gone.
Feel moody~
Lastly,
Time to get FONG GONG luuur!
I received a call from YOU ehh.
What a surprise call? huh?
In the conversation,
although it's about business stuff but I'm really feels happy and comfortable.
The call last for 14 minutes ==
A quite long conversation between us!
The first time we chat in call for this long.
I do appreciate this 14 minutes ♥
We hang up the call with the words "BYEBYE" LOLS!!!! ;DD
I'm glad and happy that you called me.
If I ask you to stay, will you?
Will you stay with me?
I'd miss you and need you badly.
Did you realize that?
I know you don't!
So..
Good Night (:
HAHAHAHAHA

Would you?

Here I am
Standing close to you
And yet still so far away
So many times I tried to say,
but my heart was afraid
Look at you,
it's all that I can do
Cause you might leave me when I reveal
what my heart is really feeling
If I could just say the words all the secrets in my heart and in my soul you'll hear
Will you Take me in your arms or let me go?

拜拜。

夜深了，
眼睛疼疼
感觉累累的
整身痛
依然的噢噢不着耶
怎么办啊
又没有东西可以做
唯一能做的
都只好默默想你
你懂我有多想你吗
都只好把想你的心藏起
你因该噢噢了？
你要多休息
多好照顾自己
我不在时，
你会有想我的一刻吗？
应该不可能的事吧。
好好照顾自己
拜拜咯
晚安。

沉默是金？

今天，
一句话都没说
怎么会如此的沉默？
朋友说，
沉默是金。
他们都很努力的说笑话要我笑，
这我都知道。
真的很谢谢他们！

对不起。
你要我做的，
我~
真的无法办到！
但是，
不要再对我说了 好不好？
这样只会让我更难受。
彻彻的痛~

不必放心上
不重要
不必但心
不要伤心

我会因为你伤心，
而~
比你更伤心。
我心疼你的伤心！

以后不要再说，对不起
你没有对不起我
也许，
是我对不起你？
因为你想我做的
我却无法办到。

你。
只好藏起来。
你。
只好默默守护。
你。
只好默默祝福。
你。
只好默默等待。

只要你快乐
你是幸福的
这一切就足够
我会为你而快乐。

不要想太多
好好照顾自己
对不起，
也谢谢你。

Tender ..

Firstly,
I have to wish to all,
Happy Valentine's Day ^^

Have a great night with you
Thanks You ♥
Do appreciate all the moment you were besides me
In the night,
We chat,
We drink,
We smile,
We laugh,
and
We silent.

In a sudden..
You asked, me to not waste time.
I was wondering what are you talking about?==
And you were asking me, Do I understand what your meaning are?
I'm still in blur..
A minutes later..
You straight to me and tell me what you meant
I stunned !
Slowly..
Slowly..
My heart feels hurting.
I tell you !
It's really hurting.
Tears are dropping inside my heart!
but..
I'm still smile to you.

Do You Feel The Pain I'm Having?
Do You?
Don't You?

I feel cold.
You gave me your jacket
I feel the warm of your jacket!
HAHA

Your voice is like a miracle
It's touched my heart!
It's amazing!

This Night
You had ever gave the most tender warm to me ♥
I felt .. (duno how to describe the feel ==)
by the way,
I realize that while you were holding,
Feels a little hurt
You silent.
Can I know what you were thinking?
But I know I'll never be apart of you Thanks for the night ♥
Do take care.
Remember NOT TO SMOKE TOO MUCH!

你不知道的事。

许多事情，
你不会知道..
以往~
现在~
以后~
你永远都不会知道，
那种感觉。

听见你说..
去找他吧，
找他一样，
介绍给我。

我想说的是
你说的都不需要
你知道，我想找的都是你
怎么偏偏叫我去找其他呢？
每当听见你这样的说，
心~
如此的疼痛。

我做不了什么
很无助
真失败
讨厌这样的我。

你怎么说
很清楚知道
你是不想我再浪费时间
我明白你想得

但是，
有些事
无法去忘记
剩下只是
回忆。

回忆？
有吗？
你可能没有吧
我呢？
每一颗，有你的时候
永远都是忘不了
只能吧它变成回忆
就~
当我自己一向情愿吧

无需自责
无需体会

我明白。

快好起来，好吗？
我担心你
好好的照顾自己
GODBLESSYOU

也许，
对你的心
只能也只好
藏起来。

怎么了？

开心的午餐
午餐时，
有说`
有笑`
很开心的看见你笑
你牢实都是那张cool的样子
午餐后就回了，
也没有想过
会再见面
你问我，
为何每次看见你就在那里傻笑
其实我都不知道为什么
看见你，
我开心吖
开心自然就笑
应该是这样吧？
`和你聊了许多
``感觉好舒服
``好开心
``很想笑
再见，最后总是要说
上车后..
自己的漫漫把车驾回家
路途中都一直在防空
直到回到家
突然，
突然，
真的很突然..
心情变得如此的沉默！
为什么会这样？
都一直在问自己为何会这样？
是因为，
开始想你了吗？
不能这样吖
我不能去想你
但....
我控制不到
对不起。
这种心情难以形容
就把沉默的带进入睡里吧
晚安 ♥

Comfortable .

Have been a long time..

Seldom
to
Recently .

Recently,

I used to your words..
Your words makes me feel Comfortable
Although it's just a simple words and with a little fear.
Fear because of ..
The person who replied are not you.

Hard to define what actually you wants to say
Your words are little,
You're quite.

What do i think back
I feel comfortable when it in a conversation with you
With a little fear
It's worth..

I hope you'll be happy always
When you're down hope you will share out
I'll be there if you need
Take Good Care ♥

Confusing .

I'm really confusing the feeling that I've now
What are those stupid moody feel?
What are those stupid confusing feel?
Why are so many QUESTION MARKS in my mind?
What I actually want?
I use to ask that to myself!
In the end ..
Conclusion of the answer is I DON'T KNOW ! WTH? ==

What I Know is..

I'd miss you.

why?
why?

can you tell me why?
but it is impossible you to tell me why
because..
you wont ever know it.
good luck for your trip
Bon Voyage. <3